Why can I never shake away this anxiety? I try so hard to just live normally and not worry and that works for a short time. But it always comes back at the worst times. It pours out like a new dam that has been built and breaks then is rebuilt but only to break soon over and over forever. Why is this happening?! Why does no one else feel this way? How can they continue on and not see everything for what it is and say that nothing is ever a big deal?! How!?
"The darkness is leaking from the cracks. I cannot contain it. I cannot contain my life."